How I have been feeling lately

I know I have ADHD, but right now I don’t have the money to get tested for anything else. But sometimes I wonder if I have bipolar disorder or something because I get depressed at the most random times.

Yes, I am depressed and sad for no reason. There was nothing that triggered my depression, and I am really tired all the time, but my motivation to get up is all of my dreams I am working for.

Whether or not I am writing short easy posts or posting them late, for some reason, I am determined to write everyday with no days off.

But when people pursue their dreams, they aren’t hustling and happy all the times. I am not even wishing and hoping. I am just sad for some reason.

I have an interview in ten minutes, and I’m not even dressed for it, I need to use the bathroom, and I am using the time to write this blog. And ironically, their motto is “being early is on time and being on time is late”.

But I think it does help listening to my own advice when it comes to understanding that feelings or only feelings. If I determine my actions on my feelings, I would never grow and never get anything accomplished, honestly.

So here I am, writing a blog. I know it isn’t informational to you or helpful, and it is mainly personal, but, it is what I am writing today.

If you did read through this, thank you. I appreciate it a lot.